Saturday 13 May 2017

layers of life

/sometimes/
all of real life
feels like fiction
tears at the janazah prayers
     searing pain, lasting affliction, 
a lingering embrace
a lingering embrace
in a holy place
in the house of the Lord
your reward
resides in jannah, with Him
the children's laughter, echoes
in a room full of broken hearts
the end the end the end
the boys in white
will grow up too fast
       tears fall,              
                         i stall
               in prayer
tongue tied
 we're tied, to dunya
until the day we die
and death will come to us all 
how long will you stall, sy?

 all of real life 
feels like fiction
              
                  the wisteria
birdsong, the towering pylons
the underpass 
the lonesome paths
maybe I should ask
something of you
    but what 
all of real life
feels like fiction

             bob geldof, nick mason
                             a crowd of strangers 
I wear patience
                    like a cloak
I close my eyes and
                                I float
towards the light......
                      but then
 clinking glasses and adult laughter
      bring me back to a world  
                                                       not mine
the boys in white will grow up to fast

the reeds blow in gold, the water 
reflections waver
all these places, I savour
the freedom
the millstone fell on the rat in 1703
300 years ago, it's hard to believe
the wishing wheel
swallowed up our wishes
and left us bereft
the rest
(who knows if they came true)

all of real life
feels like fiction

that ethereal night 
the view from the top of the building
there at a gathering, 
was it a cult, was I at fault,  
                  for not arriving  
              I lost my card
                too busy striving 
to make it some where

all of real life
feels like fiction

following that old canal 
that old canal 
talking to the nuns from belarus
talking to stanley francis 
about history
in a secret garden 

all of real life
feels like fiction
the chandelier at africa house
the mouse

meow caught
/////it got away

it got away
all of real life

feels like fiction